Thursday, January 17, 2013

Love at First Sight

"Love at first sight - it only means you are attracted to her face and body, but you can't fall deeply in love at any moment. It's by realizing who that person is, your partner for life....... "

- from the movie Bunjee Jumping Of Their Own....

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Realization: Trust is synonymous to the truth

Its hard to accept the fact that the truth can hurt someone. But what if the truth is not really the truth? What if that truth was just used to cover up a longing? Questions that is really bothersome.

Frienship might be indangered because of lies. Lies that in the first place started with a reality that only created just to masked the solitude made by disperation.

Swear to god, it's not my intention to hurt people just because I want to satify that longing. Longing that is killing me. A dream that I created just for me to say that I'm happy. I dont want to hurt people. I just want to feel that I'm not left behind.

I'm really sorry if the dream I created ruined someone's life in reality. Reality that is so vivid. So vivid that moving on is very hard to accomplish.

From now on. Everything will change. I will be true to myself. I will Avoid things that might hurt other people. I will avoid hurting my physical body. I will really stop smoking for good to recover my beaten body. I will make sure thaf I will heal from any depression. I will make sure to be a good person in everything that I do. I will focus my attention to my job. I will make sure to stop chasing people that dont deserve my love and respect. I will make sure to be as truthful as possible. So help me god!