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True, you are better than them because you are real. No hiding or anything. You are just being yourself. Yes, people tends to dissapoint, so dont expect from them too much, however, just go with the flow and learn not to dwell on things that you cant change. At the end of the day its always you. Sincerely attached, yes you are, treating us like your own is motherly and thats what I like about you. It's not a mistake, its just how you show your love because you care. People come and go, thats a fact, anyhow, its how you treat people that they can remember you no matter how moody, pessimistic and agitated you are. Why setting aside everything and creating a wall? Will it make a difference? Just to avoid it? I may be too young, not so serious about my life but I treasure my friends and I started to really love myself. I might not be perfect but I jive because I set a limitation to myself that I cant go beyond. I created a layer to protect myself from harm. People judge me because they can only see the photoshoped pictures not the authentic copy. I might be so childish, dramatic, fool, stupid, nonsense, dumb and always talks about my baby, but one thing is for sure, What you see is what you get.

Few very important lessons I've learned in this journey are:

1. UNDERSTANDING - You may not know everything but atleast you tried to see things in a different perspective instead of focusing on the obvious.

2. RESPECT - people has different opinions. If you want to be respected, respect yourself first. Expecting too much falls to this category.

3. LOVE - its the greatest gift of our dearly God. It has different flavors : Love with your family, partner or material things. Its the fifth element that set aside humans from animals. Although sometimes, i get hurt because of that love, I step back and just enjoy the moment of being inloved. Its a feeling that can destroy you too, but in due time, the love that you are longing for will just arrive in an instant, you just need to be patient and be thankful of what you have for the moment.

4. DONT BE JEALOUS - whenever My love talks about "you know what I mean", my mood suddenly changes. Reality check, I dont have the right to get hurt, to be jealous or anything because in the first place, nothing really started.

5. FOCUS - you should know your priorities in life and know how to balance things. having said that, success will follow and assurance that you have a backup plan whenever the first plan didnt work out fine.

I have a lot of disappointments in my life but I'm trying my best to be as good as I can be. To cut the chase, Im still learning.